Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Problem

What do you think of Early Boom thinking you were not good and not telling you and ruining your life?  I mean, say you didn't do anything bad.  What's not in it in that query?  Siding with certain people racially?  I'M GONNA *BEEP* YOU.

Problemo

So, I was going to post myself online opening Christmas presents.  However, I realized you'd probably be able to track my house.

Maybe, I'll tell you what I got if I recover soon.

Problem

I found Ellen DeGeneres out.  She's being mean to me all the time because she knows I complained about the area I moved to near where she's from.  I was miserable and getting fat because my mom had us stop walking.  I was probably really mad when I found out, too.  Even when I thought maybe we were actually just moving to New Orleans.

Problem

What's with all the insulting messages from Ellen DeGeneres about how she might be more successful yet jealous?  I'm getting the message, that she probably acts like she didn't give, like that I go online for her and I mean nothing.  It might be a real message, but it isn't really funny and probably isn't true and probably no one cares.

New Twitter Profile Photo

New Photos of Me

Opened My Christmas Presents

My dad got grumpy.  I felt like bonking him on the head, but I didn't want to and realized I'd go to the mental institute, which is more uncomfortable than jail.  I mean, there's nowhere to lie down.

Attack!

Why do people not all attack Tim Burton for getting attention, like say musicians?

IMDb: Finding Nemo 2: Re: I always thought Part 2 should have focused on Dory.

Re: I always thought Part 2 should have focused on Dory.
  by ChristinaAnnBarrett-OrlFL1986   2 minutes ago (Tue Dec 25 2012 09:13:37)
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I'm guessing they made the part for her. I mean I can see them making it anyway. It makes you think Ellen DeGeneres isn't an individual. I mean, she's a bit negative. I found it quite a feat. I wasn't able to enjoy it as much as I liked, and I don't really appreciate it. I don't really know much about it. I can sit here and think about what I feel about the feeling I remember. Finding Nemo is a funny name, Dory finding her voice. How did that happen? I guess she did it. I wonder why her voice is so ideal. It seems almost all there. I don't know why she wishes she had some other skill I also wish I still had. I wish I could see people I know attempt this.. I moved to where she was from, and I lost it, too. I think part of that is because people hate me. They make my mistakes seem so bad in private but on the front make me think I'm perfect when I'm not really bad but maybe have kinks where I had to cheat because of my race and like depending on my dad's racial supposed superiority. So, about Dory's weaknesses. Well, I've heard some people from L.A. complain. I guess maybe the more attractive ones. The New Orleans area and New Orleans itself moreso is a nice, featured place. I don't know how you could pick up on how I grew up. I mean, I've seen kids do it. Yea, I wish they would make it all about Dory and maybe just have the dad come in once or something.. She should act with Julie Andrews, have her come in as the long lost mom. Add Jackie Evancho for a pretend daughter. Some singers aren't really speakers. She must have people who have enjoyed her show through the years, maybe even some young people who have learned her. I wonder what it would be like to "play Dory" with her. There would be nothing to lose. I wonder how we can get in on her take of Dory now. Hope it's not sentimental. I wonder if anyone is big on Dory. I was big on The Emperor's New Groove. The little kids in my family and I would recite it, like in the car on vacation. I bet we could have been the best, but there may be more out there. It's given me queer feelings to wonder about something like this. I mean it wasn't stellar outta this world, kinda raw. Well, we're all mixed, in a way. I liked The Hobbit, but who can really sing those songs? I can't really sing "Happy Christmas War Is Over." I wonder if it's more about special people who like are into something she does I can't recollect at the moment, like what she was like all her life. I mean the different ways. I should buy Finding Nemo and try to record myself as Dory. Then, I can't buy aerobics, but I haven't bought it, anyway. Wish I could answer your question. *swims away*

merry christmas

Bloodshed 3|

Fact is fact here.  So in danger put is someone from England, and my mom wears glasses sometimes, like to read and drive.  Hm, is this Tim Burton and Johnny Depp flinging around their American hatred?  IT DOESN'T MATTER IF I DIDN'T STATE THE OBVIOUS!

Furious

I just watched a talk show host, Bethenny Frankel, on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and I feel furious, she's from NYC and Fort Lauderdale I think as a kid.  I mean, I just feel like I was shaken.  I feel kinda like blown away, sorta rattled, like there's a force echoing.  Bethenny Frankel is cool.  She is ½ Jewish.

Caught Up

So, I caught up on Ellen DeGeneres.  I was sick on Halloween kinda, not technically, and on Thanksgiving I think something happened to the recordings twice.  I don't really feel like going back and probably shouldn't now, though could.  I liked going back and seeing her sing.  I'm not sure what to do now, eat some crackers, go to sleep, do some Pilates.  I still feel my stomach from before so maybe shouldn't.  I could watch a movie.  Hey, Les Misérables is out.

Being Wary of Looks With Others

So, when did people say that they didn't have to be wary of catching traits of their fathers that their fathers want them to have so they don't look embarrassed?  Tim Burton and Johnny Depp are like that.  Wow, the world is shit, now.  Thanks, a lot, Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.

Unaccomplished

So, why are kids supposed to be fully formed at age 7?  What happens at *******?

The world has serious problems, and I can't feel accomplished at work!

"Busy Havin' a Wonderful Christmas Time"

Let me get this out.  Think of Helena Bonham Carter and Nell Burton with Billy Ray(mond) Burton all comfortable with Tim Burton, for Christmas, Nell just had her birthday.

Why is everyone else comfortable and deserve what they get and get petted for racistly plotting shit against me like they're shit?  Ooh, Ellen, that's gotta hurt.

Problem

Did you realize people are acting like I'm disgusting in a tacky way because of my race in a wrong way when I want to enjoy something?

Problem

Look, this is a fact.  I'm listening to torturous noises for nothing all day for the past ½ year supposedly by Kate Bush and in conjunction with Ellen DeGeneres.  Think of the bloodthirsty suggestion of her race.  Ellen DeGeneres wouldn't accept this fact.  She thinks, look on the bright side.

A Reminder

I read Tim Burton's parents are from Canada, that he's Canadian, rather, and that Ellen DeGeneres's dad isn't from the US.  Where could he be from?  I guess she doesn't have to be attached to him.  He seems pretty white in the fam.

Oh, so, anyone with ancestry in Canada or Latin America means something.  It's like an outlying culture.  Also, watch out for Australians...

Maniac

So, why is Tim flaring around hatred or his minions echo it?  I'm sure he does.  He's not a polite guy from California.  Ooh, wow, so I'm a piece of shit from Florida.  I didn't think so.  Are you just jealous I was created on the beach?  Tim Burton just is being so clumsy like everything has to be shit because most people were shit.  He clean flung the world.  So, what, are we waiting to introduce me to someone rooted in Florida?  I know my aunt's husband's parents moved to Miami from Cleveland.  I saw his X.  She's Latino but bleached her hair.  His family is nice.  I know Ginny Kopf moved here in her early 20s.  Johnny Depp isn't from California.  Kentucky?  That's like Tennessee.  I saw all of Miley Cyrus, well, all that was released on DVD, couldn't find anything else, though I guess I could have tried iTunes.  Or thought maybe more episodes had to exist on YouTube.  Ginny Kopf is from the San Fransisco area.  I made friends sorta with a boy, clung to him and he came over after choir I think and maybe for other reasons, and he's from Cinncinati.  I'm not fond of that area.  I had hoped he was from California.  So, I was 7 and 8 when I knew him.  Cinncinati is actually by Kentucky.  I just let that thought click, as well.  So, then, I have a cousin, too.  Her dad's last name is Italian, I think.  My dad's sisters are supposedly disobedient socially.  I just couldn't get into the meat, like if she had like a person in her life from the South.  So, anything below Pennsylvania is the South now.  It's also sorta about how good you are, really, because that was kinda the question to begin with.  I saw Elle Fanning, anyway, she moved to L.A. at 1.  She has Georgia culture, and it's really scary.  I guess she just wants to be racist.  I have friends who moved at 7|8 and 9.  Well, I moved around, myself, but I connected it all like a good girl like you were supposed to.  ':{  Be positive.  Don't ask questions.  Why would I have roots in Pennsylvania?  I know my mom lived there a little, but it was a good experience.  Just not with the relatives.  :p  It's really not.  I don't act like that and everyone doesn't.  I get the feeling people have cornered me and not wanted me to go smoothly through things.  They think that's what I'm solely bound to experience outside the bounds of racism.  It's funny you think that I'm subject to the crap I experienced of racism and to be hated for my hair color because not everyone is.  I'm sorta stripped of my accomplishments for being Asian, though I don't like being Asian and believe it is stupid to think I am or should..

So, what, are you "connected" to your parents?  Well, I was raised by my mom and then like philosophized with my dad on life.  IS THAT A PROBLEM?  I can want what I want.  You won't find shit out.  You think I shouldn't be allowed to even have ties to Pennsylvania nor their ways.

It seems because I'm Asian people are like coming up to me and then leaving me, mad.  Like I have to be careful.  Um, isn't that my dad's racism?

Hey, stop telling me I'm the product of my parents.  I don't want shit.  What did you learn?  TIM BURTON.  That's what's important.  You don't condone people, lower them.  Like some maniac.  You can pretend what you want or be shit, but I can still rant all I want.  So, what, you won't even like admit that you're supposed to deal with your fans, accordingly, and just want to suggest that you don't really like me when I never said you had to?

Why is it okay to go in my room and influence me to be shit?  You must be crazy.  I told you to stop.  What should I do?  I can still have people talk to me in my room.  You're wasting my time, and stop telling me I have to work.  You must be a worthless case.

No, Ellen DeGeneres did not write this because if she did she'd have to say so.  SAY SO.  ;D  Okay, baby.

So, what, Tim doesn't have a brain?  He seems cute online.  I just am getting the idea I'm a nigger and he'll find that maybe other people know more than me when they don't.  Maybe, I'm special.  See, that's a sensitive topic.  I know that.  I'm from Florida.  I know people from Florida are like that, but I am not 100% versed in all of it.

So, what, did this person make me not as cool, thinking I'm white and not like so slick and crappy?  Did my dad also do that?  I bet the world did it.

Problem

GO TO HELL ***

Don't get mad at me for going online not all perfect, not thinking to blog until like some times, not coming on with a 1st perfect, thin picture.

Listen to me!

How would you know about how to survive in Florida?

Edit

I italicized 2 words in my last post.

"Where You're 'From'"

It's too bad, in a way, I lived in the New Orleans area.

I guess Tim Burton wants to say I'm not from there because I know his culture.  It seems I know it pretty well.  He can't accept that you can know both.  Anyway, Ellen DeGeneres "knows" the L.A. culture.

I wonder if anyone else was innocent and ran into trouble because of him.  I guess you'd forget that anyone would have to relate to me.  Hm, it's just kinda like well I'm not really the only person from there.  I thought me living there I could connect with people like Ginny Kopf.

So, something else interesting was after the magic I wanted to go back to New Orleans, from up north during the hurricane, so I could get in that ballet program.  It is funny that, I didn't quit college.  I just didn't want to lose my record.  I think my parents changed my life.  I guess I had fun up north, but my life was an experiment.  Sometimes, I experienced some things, maybe at least 2 I can remember or 3 magic things that probably "disturbed" me.  So, noises started to bother me after I stopped going to class.  Well, I couldn't read and didn't know what to do, but I forgot it and didn't care.  People acted like my life was an experiment, and it was to help my communication.  So, anyway, it's like I want attention, but this has gotten too far.

Why would Tim Burton be scared of Helena Bonham Carter and not my mom?

So, I am having a hard time feeling better.  I think I'm still young and learning and haven't reached my full potential.  People get mad to let it out when they find I'm interesting and won't treat me like I'm white.  D';

People want my situation to say it's wrong.  I'm getting suggestions from people from England who have immersed with other cultures, for some reason, it seems.  Heh.  I mean, every American had the opportunity to be European.  They just stopped and got mad at non-Caucasians who wanted to be European in the U.S.  It's a big issue.  I guess Asian-Americans like Pat Suzuki are an issue.  You can't tell they're Asian.  That's bad because it doesn't seem European nor very white.  I think that I incorporate it in an aesthetic way.  I get upset when people are like supposedly affected by problems I have, like if that happens it's like the end.  My dad acts like he's better, but he doesn't act like being European matters.  He didn't try to make me Asian.  He tried to make me ugly.  My mom took good care of me.  I don't know why she couldn't make me better after seeing people like him.  I'm not 100% sure that this is 100% sure, but my dad sure skirts around, himself.

So, I've been sorta cornered and put online and lost a lot of things.  I don't really just float the boat with people from England thinking they're from where I'm from.  I mean, they're not even from there.  ;D  They won't even talk to me.  So what.  I can get attention.  Nanny nanny boo boo.  Why don't I just *beep* them?  I don't know how to torture people.  I don't want to become something I'm not.

SO TIM BURTON WHY DO YOU DISILLUSION PEOPLE?  YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING AND TREAT ME LIKE A NIGGER AND WE'RE ALL DYING.  I DON'T HAVE TO BE JOHNNY DEPP TO BE HAPPY.  JEALOUS?  I WONDER WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF YOUR DAUGHTER LOSES INTEREST.  I enjoy watching you, but I don't want to be told I don't know about the culture of where I'm from, like it's suggestive.  I'm sure there are kinks, but I'm pretty sure it's a good thing to be attentive.  I'm not saying something I'm not, just what I'm saying.  I'm not interested in being ugly or Chinese or non-white.  I don't really want to know who is.

So, I wonder why in Orlando people act like they're so nice to me but TREAT ME LIKE A NIGGER should I say GODDAMN YOU TO HELL YOU WORTHLESS PIECES OF *BEEP*

WHY WON'T THESE NOISES STOP.  WHY WON'T ANYONE LISTEN TO ME.  WHAT SHOULD I DO KILL MYSELF?  CALL THE POLICE?  BUT YOU'LL FOLLOW ME.

Maybe, you don't want to include me, but blare the fact, Tim Burton "is already there," he's famous, he might be white, he married someone with significant Jewish heritage.  Well, he's not married.  I wonder what that means.  He sure made a project of something touchy.

So, does Tim Burton think I'm a fake and that my life had no potential and that I'm subject to the problems of my past?  Because others seem to have problems?  So?  What?  Do I just suffer?  I'm not even a person.

No, I don't like you hurting nicer people.  GO TO HELL *BEEP*

TIM BURTON WHY ARE YOU FLARING AROUND LIKE A MADMAN.  PEOPLE QUIT IT I CAN STILL BE A FAVORITE OF HIM AND GET THIS MAD.  *BEEP* GO TO HELL!

Oh, wow, let's see what this means for Ellen DeGeneres.  She's acted funnily since Kate Bush singing at the Olympics, a halfbreed of English and Irish who makes a hissy of it for others supposedly and she seems to not be able to deny that people are made to believe this, now..  Hm.  I will not accept this past with my dad overreacting to the n word thing and then saying it's because I did poorly in school.  Those are my grades.  He ruined my life or whoever put me under the experiment.  I wasn't helped in the right way.  It can't be impossible to succeed.  I'm 26.  I'm still treated like a kid.  I still like to feel like a kid myself.

Disney

I miss when I went to Epcot with my mom and we went on Norway with my brother and she like is so small and is Chinese Indonesian so isn't like Japanese nor Korean, not white, and she looked at the lady in charge, who was supposedly Norwegian, having before seen remembering 3 or more times seeing people who had to be Norwegian and I may have known.., so this time she was big, pretty fat, and brunette, and my mom looked at her with such big eyes.  You might be able to guess what she was thinking.  She seemed offended but that she could hold it in.  I dunno, it looked like she was thinking of the word, "Nigger," like, "What do I say?" but I forget.  She used to tell me she was the fairest there, but that doesn't matter to anyone it's just a joke just a joke to anyone.  Wow, people are really stupid.  So, then, the girl lets us on the ride.  You know what I'm thinking, but my dad happens to be American, as well as being born in Early Boom..  So, I was like sitting there with my big, like accomplished, triumphant sorta Dutch-sentimented face with all the English details, the German history in place, a personality behind me, intelligence, acceptance, pity-inducing for myself, very smart, versed in many aesthetics of other cultures.  Wait, maybe I'm "really fat" and I'm still kinda like in a vacuum..

So, you can guess when this might have been, but I'm not really sure.  I think Christmas 2010 we went to Magic Kingdom.  It seems like the 2nd to last time.  It's the next park we go to.

Positive It's Negative

Why would I be positive about something negative?

Edit

I tagged my last post, "To: Ellen DeGeneres."

Onto Non-Famous People

So, is Ellen DeGeneres onto people in the world?  There's a big divide since Tim Burton between famous people and non-famous people.

So, what's so special about the internet?  People can talk to you?

Nothing wrong with her, but who else sorta draws your interest?

Ow 3(

I had a pimple in my left ear from the earplugs, didn't change them right away, didn't feel like getting up and cleaning them right then, but it doesn't hurt a lot, like isn't in a really bad place but would otherwise I think.  When I had 1 before, I couldn't eat.  I mean I did, but it was so painful for a few days, maybe even 4.

New Facebook Cover

Done!

Iced the Cake

Getting Uppity

Why do people think I get like horny?  It must be characteristic to my age.  Ellen DeGeneres doesn't get like that, does she?  Do a lot of people, like give or take?  Is this a good thing, a learning process at a ripe age?

New Wallpaper

Ate

2 French Bread Pizzas
Beef
About 7 Asparagus, didn't eat the base of the last 1
Chef Boyardee Canned Macaroni & Cheese - only had a little

I baked a chocolate cake, and it's drying.  I'm gonna put chocolate frosting on it.

Something Bothering Me

I got a funny feeling but have the belief it isn't this person's fault.  I was posting to who I thought was Tim Burton or ventured to realize it was probably another boy I spoke to online.  I tried to eat healthier, my dad even got me a turkey at the store to cook and he cooked it.  I got potatos, maybe sweet potatos, managed to cook them but now know how to really do it because I looked it up online, don't remember what else.  My parents had New England Clam Chowder for me, and I liked the little seafood.  I had biscuits.  I'm sure I had a vegetable or so.  I don't usually make cole slaw.  So, for some reason, the schedule became tight and I couldn't.  Also, I was online a lot and confused, like it was fast.  I felt these 2 things were caused by Johnny Depp.  He seems more contained, now, though, so it's okay.  I just hope this doesn't happen to anyone else.  This was October or November 2009.  I was pressured to check all these IMDb accounts that were supposedly Tim Burton.  There were like 300 of them.  They seemed to stop when I slept, you know some.  So, the bad thing is my female thing seems like slim to none.  I came home from college, and it was really thick and didn't hurt and felt so magical.  It was thick before, but it hurt.  In the mental institute, I think it wasn't as thick, but I don't remember well the difference.  Another funny thing is when I saw the poster for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory 2005 summer 2004, I thought this idea existed that I should stay home and not go to college and just post online, in hopes of a better future with what my life had been and probably about getting in movies.  Also, I don't like how Helena Bonham Carter gets so mad when some people or just me or people who make me who I am are interested in Tim Burton because he's advertised an interest to the world.  I can't believe how difficult it is with all the people I deal with.  I can't even relax, and I keep hearing little clicks and like squeaks.  What if the sounds become dangerous?  They were suicidal before, like when I was walking around my college campus.  Isn't it funny how I've been reduced to nothing by those around me in vengeance, like I have no dignity?  Also, why is Tim Burton acting uptight and snooty about what I post about him when I find him rather boring?  Racist, needless to say.  He's a wild animal, like every other famous person.

In Trouble

So, why am I in trouble?

Oh, my blog is my life.  I can express whatever I want.  I don't actually plot to torture anyone.  I've imagined ideas and feelings of torture that had complex ideas involved, big complex ideas, but I thought they were really happening in some place in the "universe."

A Merry Christmas 3D

I passed my home and looked at my watch at 12:03 A.M.

I had my 1st 2 candy canes without holding onto it while I was cooking.  I had to throw away the top of the 1st because it was by our sink.

Merry Christmas 2012!

I just saved pictures of Chloë Grace Moretz.  8I

Back and Bathed

I had a sub, lemonade, and giant Reeses.

Suckling Up

Why do people like Tim Burton enjoy sucking up to people like my dad not wanting his kids to live as citizens?

Also, why is Johnny Depp stuck up and not really right in certain of his "European" ways?

Also, is my grandma suggesting things behind my back?

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Incompetent

My dad isn't really correctly competent, just a good citizen.

A car just roared past me. xp

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Tired

Are homeless people too tired to work?

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Up North

I'm standing by some trash, and it smells like up north.

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Food and Board

What if there was a place with food, board, and a steady job? No debts.

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Shaping Up

When people know someone smart and attractive is all European, they shape up.

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Merry Christmas!

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