How I'm Feeling

My head feels puffed up, and my nose is itchy and filled with pressure of air.  I keep sniffling.  The pimple in my left ear has really gone to my head, but it isn't as bad as it can be.  It's from wearing ear plugs, which I usually just wear to sleep now and in the living area when my family is sleeping because I can hear my dad snoring often.  I still manage to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," but I can still hear him when he snores if I scoot.  Up.  I used to watch stuff there more, and he used to snore more.  It's even a fuzzy recollect to realize what I watched.  I don't remember where I heard the snoring most.  So, I sneezed and took a cough drop.  If I could walk to CVS, I could get some medicine, some light medicine..

Something Bothering Me

I got a funny feeling but have the belief it isn't this person's fault.  I was posting to who I thought was Tim Burton or ventured to realize it was probably another boy I spoke to online.  I tried to eat healthier, my dad even got me a turkey at the store to cook and he cooked it.  I got potatos, maybe sweet potatos, managed to cook them but now know how to really do it because I looked it up online, don't remember what else.  My parents had New England Clam Chowder for me, and I liked the little seafood.  I had biscuits.  I'm sure I had a vegetable or so.  I don't usually make cole slaw.  So, for some reason, the schedule became tight and I couldn't.  Also, I was online a lot and confused, like it was fast.  I felt these 2 things were caused by Johnny Depp.  He seems more contained, now, though, so it's okay.  I just hope this doesn't happen to anyone else.  This was October or November 2009.  I was pressured to check all these IMDb accounts that were supposedly Tim Burton.  There were like 300 of them.  They seemed to stop when I slept, you know some.  So, the bad thing is my female thing seems like slim to none.  I came home from college, and it was really thick and didn't hurt and felt so magical.  It was thick before, but it hurt.  In the mental institute, I think it wasn't as thick, but I don't remember well the difference.  Another funny thing is when I saw the poster for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory 2005 summer 2004, I thought this idea existed that I should stay home and not go to college and just post online, in hopes of a better future with what my life had been and probably about getting in movies.  Also, I don't like how Helena Bonham Carter gets so mad when some people or just me or people who make me who I am are interested in Tim Burton because he's advertised an interest to the world.  I can't believe how difficult it is with all the people I deal with.  I can't even relax, and I keep hearing little clicks and like squeaks.  What if the sounds become dangerous?  They were suicidal before, like when I was walking around my college campus.  Isn't it funny how I've been reduced to nothing by those around me in vengeance, like I have no dignity?  Also, why is Tim Burton acting uptight and snooty about what I post about him when I find him rather boring?  Racist, needless to say.  He's a wild animal, like every other famous person.

Sick

I had to take a cough drop.  Even my nostril feels like it has a sore throat

How I'm Feeling

I want to go back to bed.  I just vacuumed, didn't smell dog hair but got the sniffles and my throat is a little crackly.  I bet I was made a little sick because of the experiment and not getting sick from the medicine I used to take and vitamin C I've been trying to take every day and used to successfully, have been the past few days.