Sunday, December 23, 2012

Siding With the Underdog

So, does Ellen DeGeneres side with shit of the Baby Boom generation kids?

She and Tim Burton are evil.  They think what you deserve is at stake of others's shit.

IMDb: Les Misérables: Anyone going to see it, tomorrrow?

Anyone going to see it, tomorrrow?
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1 place in NYC and 2 places @ Canada are showing it in IMAX. http://twiturl.us/2012-12-23-1

I'm considering whether or not I should get snacks|a meal. I mean, I have my own money. Too bad the pizza is so small. You can get a lot of popcorn, though. For The Hobbit, I think I got these sour Airheads. I don't know if they sell sandwiches. If I were rich, I'd get 2 pizzas. Maybe, we'll go out to eat before the movie, too. Or, I'll just have to eat a lot at home.

So, looking forward to it?

Also, I went to the bathroom once during The Hobbit. I usually do.

I'm looking forward to Amanda Seyfried. I saw a preview of her on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and it was really amazing. I could not ever sing like that. I hope it comes through because I recorded me watching it and posted it on YouTube and I wonder what the little girl will sound like. It's funny she looks like her and Dakota Fanning. Anne Hathaway's singing reminds me of mine. She sounded good at the Oscars I think 2 or 3 years ago, a bit over the top. If you didn't see, she sang "On My Own." The girl from the cold English island looks interesting, and I saw a picture of her with such a slender waist. She looks like the old Eponine. I'm looking forward to seeing Tim Burton's "wife" and the Lovely Ladies etc. I'm not sure what the best part will be, probably if we see a tween girl. I feel like I've dreame of the little boy He's quite a spectacle. I did see the musical live, once, and I really liked Cosette the young girl. She reminds me of the girls at Orlando Ballet, kinda how I remember them when I 1st saw them in The Nutcracker, which I missed this year. Oh well, Central Florida Ballet has some of it online. I did see it last year, I think, or the year before. I don't remember Clara. What part would you want if you were cast in Les Misérables? I don't remember minor female roles. Even at my age, I would want to be baby Cosette. 3) I have a more sunken in look but am the same physique or size as Amanda Seyfried, not exactly molded the same, but the same feel and demeanor. I wonder if we look like Winona Ryder because of Tim Burton. She's Romanian Jewish. It's funny she doesn't seem religious. If I were too old to be young Cosette, let's see. I dunno, it's hard to say, since the roles are already taken. I'm not sure about favorite role, probably Cosette. I guess Éponine is I don't think the role itself is for me, but I might be able to learn young Cosette. I've sung Fantine a lot. I sing the "Finale" on my own. I like the end where sings. It's just that it's a really big role. I don't think the Cosette role is for me, but I like her solos. I guess Éponine has respectable solos, like There's something about the original Fantine that vibrates with resonance. I wouldn't really be up to recreating any of the roles but possibly a Lovely Lady.

So, when are you going, what day, what are you eating, who are you taking, your favorite actors|actresses? I like Javert, too. I guess I'd want to be him. I'll probably get a pizza and smoothie and a candy.

Soon it will be Christmas Day

Girls in Hollywood

Did you notice that girls in Hollywood are starting to look more commonplace and that boys look old?

Eating

Grain Cereal and Milk I think with Pecans|Almonds.

Problem

I woke up with some messages that someone was annoyed and insulting me just to get by.

My dad doesn't listen to any plea, neither.

I mean, it seems to mean something in the end, but it seems like it's just because of the n word thing and if it is don't you think that I'd have a bone to pick with it?  I don't really want to think about it.  Let's just say that I guess it's ironing things out, supposedly.  It also hints, though, that soemeone else messes up in their sorta handling of my exchanges.

I also found out it was being done to engage characters I do not engage.  So, maybe it was a real insult.  So, I don't think it was necessary, but I know it could be, something to pass by, not something that happens again and again.

Dream

I remember being like in a shop, like in a school, with a tall, supple, thin black man with a round, more big head in charge.  I remember at 2 points I was writing down things concerning him.

There was an Asian guy, I think.  I was writing about him.  I think he taught or something.  The guy was telling someone he was from Tennessee.

I remembered it just awhile ago, but it's hard to remember, now.

I think I was waiting a lot.  People were doing their thing.  I saw them going along.

I was kinda in power, writing things down, like a list of notes.  I was kinda organized and comfortable.

Problem

Why are people being so critical and controlling of me, all of a sudden?

Bringing Things Up

So, if there has to be something brought up, best if it's something that has to be brought up.

I was gonna say something else but forgot.

Problems

What do you think about going through the mid-90s thinking things are okay just as like base okay, not really even how you're supposed to be, just getting by unnoticed?  How is that taking in something?  I know these are formative years.  I wasn't very awake until I finally quit gymnastics classes.  Then, I know school was hard, and I finally quit when I was 21.

Did you realize when you hurt someone, when the dust clears, no one around is gonna agree who was uninvolved, not responsible?

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I added the Nitey Tag to the Me Page.

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I added To: Ellen DeGeneres to my last post.

TV Show Host

I was thinking, did you ever consider that there should be a cross between eggs and tofu?  Ellen DeGeneres is a vegan and so has accessed the smorgasbord of "what" the world has to offer, dietwise.  Also, what's her thing with short hair?  I guess it means something.  It's funny how people with short hair aren't all equal.  I know I grew up with short hair but not very short hair.  I guess I didn't grow up with short hair.  I mean, I wanted to look like a princess, and it was popular to look like a movie star.  I even cut my bangs.  Ellen DeGeneres isn't that styled.  I bet she thinks she's better with short hair.  It's not more old-fashioned.

Can you imagine her at the beach?  I can't do it!  *runs away*

I can't really imagine her doing anything.  She's just a figment of desire.

What about her dancing?  I have to see if she used to dance.

So, who is she appealing to now?  She used to be with Generation X.  Now, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory changed the world.  It looks like she went through a transition stage.  What about annoying Elle Fanning?  She is born in 1998, and she made a mature impression.  However, she makes it seem like we have to be like her.  I agree she was a sweet toddler.  She became sarcastic.  She seems racist, like everyone else.

Problem

Can you get the point that I don't deserve to be hurt?

Problem

I told you to go away.  I don't care about your fantasies.  Leave me alone.

Problem

Leave me alone.  I got something else knocked into me.  Why don't we knock something into you?  I already told you to stop.  What, you just want me to keep posting you hurting me for the world to see?

Problem

I got another message, I don't like your elaborations on things that aren't true without you.  Do away with this person.  This is worth nothing.  It doesn't come sooner or later.

Problem

Why is everyone telling me I'm bad who aren't like big posting online?

Sleeping, Soon

Nitey, nite.  3}

Popular Parental Figures

Wouldn't you follow people you know other than your family if you need to, while other people have more popular parents?

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I tagged my last post Generation X.

Ellen DeGeneres

Ellen DeGeneres only trusts people from New Orleans and L.A.|California, itself.  Actually, she also trusts people from Wisconsin, I know, and I guess the Cleveland area.

What do you think about how some people click?  With Tim Burton, I didn't feel the same way.  I get the feeling I know his culture.  I got that feeling with everyone from California.  Ellen DeGeneres is just like the new Britney Spears, hard as that sounds, or do I mean she's just kinda like that, now?  Wait, Britney Spears became famous young and got lots of attention and petting.  She had some nice shots, but what I saw wasn't like a lot of stuff.  Don't they seem the same, like kinda ***ually?  I don't know why this girl from L.A. I met was like that, too.  Maybe, it's to do with like age and stuff.  I miss the old Britney Spears, the girl from Louisiana and Mississippi, the girl who was a star I guess in Orlando?  Hey, that's nice, you know, I just found out Britney Spears did a season in Disney World and must have moved to L.A. the next season.  3)  Well, I mean, that's a nice iconic thing to do.  I mean it must really be special.  At least, she's like Ellen DeGeneres.  Wait, I just knew there was a connection.  Maybe, I shouldn't go to L.A., now, but it is a place that I like because it's like where I'm from.  I wonder what the best move would be now.  I don't want to go to NYC.  Well, anyway, Ellen went from Disney to L.A., too.  So, that's nice there are 2 famous people from that heritage.  Think of the unstoppable force.  Also, what of Tim Burton and Johnny Depp?  ? ? ?  Is Ellen DeGeneres and Britney Spears really that compatible?  I mean, I know Ellen DeGeneres is just so appealing and **** or whatever.  Why not discover your real feelings?  I mean, I like watching her show and posting about it because it's interesting.  I just keep always feeling that, like, instead of, like, with Tim Burton, I feel tremendous, undue pressure from others of my interest in her and being involved online, which is open to all.  You want to know, well, like, will it just be like for certain kinds of people?  Um, I know I've thought lots about calculating things like this and don't go around thinking about it because it would be disturbing.  That's kinda what I just asked.  I mean, I feel a big connection to her.  I know I've been stereotyped as junk and as a racial victim.  I just don't believe that problems like that should go to my parents nor that it represents what I do.  I know I grew up not being all spectacular, all the time.  I mean, what do you like about Ellen DeGeneres?  I remember seeing her on YouTube when I got online.  I know she's incredibly famous, possibly considered the most popular person in the world.  I don't know, maybe you could be interested in Johnny Depp, intellectually, or in Tim Burton romantically, as well?  Isn't that the contest?  Sorta, the fan thing.  So, I know she's different, now.  What I caught was that, well, I guess I don't at all agree it's cool to like being Generation X, which she acted like she was.  I don't like short hair, at all, but I really like thick hair, a lot.  I don't like bleaching hair, adamantly.  I have a disbelief in ever doing that.  I don't think it's funny to go along with the crowd.  I don't believe it's funny to be too famous and not act like you can handle it.  So, I just like that she has that physical look and that she's substantial yet pretty, acts like she has a family, doesn't act like she's gay.  I'm guessing everyone likes her for having such a handle on things emotionally and for being able to rehash emotion.  They like the way she can feel cool and substantial as a Generation X and as though she were even a boy.  I actually find her to be usefully intelligent and find that others don't come to terms with the truth and that that is their downfall, in their worship of her successes.  Their realization that she is more successful and that no one can match her.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres wants to be popular and care about my dad because people have had me acclaimed as a person and because my mom isn't technically Caucasian.

Problem

Leave me alone.  Stop making me bad like others.  I can live my life and not waste it.

Problem

Can you just stop before I *beep* call the police?

Hey, leave me alone.  Go *beep* yourself.

Problem

Get my Grandma outta here.

Why you all care about my dad and grandma more than me?  You some kinda nigger.

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WHAT'S THIS ANOTHER JUNK MESSAGE SOMEONE *BEEP* THIS PERSON WHO DID IT *BEEP* I SAID *BEEP* *BEEP*

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I edited my last tag to Gramma.

Problem

Wow, if this person were here I just imagined something rather violent but not disgusting.

Stop telling me I'm worth nothing because that just means you are.

You put the torturous clicks in my room and misinterpreted my messages.

Problem

SHUT UP!  I just got the message from Ellen DeGeneres carefully crafted for my dad and grandma that him sitting front of the TV is me at my computer, and I don't want anything to do with my dad, in that respect.

I DON'T CARE.  YOU'RE ILLEGAL.  YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO KNOW THESE PEOPLE.  THIS MEANS NOTHING.

I CAN SAY WHATEVER I WANT.  I'M RIGHT.  YOU HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.  Oh, wait, isn't that what you just said?  Did you just call me something?  What do you want me to do?  I don't accept it.  It doesn't mean anything.  Why all a sudden this outrageous behavior?  You don't care, I didn't do anything wrong.

Problem

I was trying to enjoy something but couldn't turn on.

Problem

My parents are injecting me with messages that I'm junk, that that's how I was created, like they're being ****.  Now, I'm getting messages from non-whites in Pennsylvania that they don't want me to enjoy other cultures.

Problem

Why doesn't my dad just, like, get out of my life?  I mean, I come to terms with people I run into and I do want to meet people.

Problem

I heard my dad this morning, the dog came out and he cut the grass.  I felt my face warbling like it was watery and like I was in trouble, and it takes lots of effort.  It's like being in a dream.

I forgot to post this.

Problem

I heard my dad this morning, the dog came out and he cut the grass.  I felt my face warbling like it was watery and like I was in trouble, and it takes lots of effort.  It's like being in a dream.

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I took the Updates Tag off my Facebook Message post.

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I added the link to my last post and put a period at the end of that sentence.

Facebook Message

Mrs. Veneman,

Hi, this is Christina Barrett, who used to take piano from you.  I lived in Saint Augustine when I was 9-12, 1995-1998.  I ended up majoring in piano for a year but was told to change to organ.  I was also a Vocal and Instrumental Music Education major but was told not to do it, after a year, though I guess now that it was a good experience.

So, I know you're from Wisconsin...  I liked moving to the New Orleans area.  I guess something interesting was doing organ at Oberlin over the summer the year before college began.  I had a good organ teacher and choir director, on my Facebook, Margaret Campo.  She taught me carefully.  I didn't learn much in college.  My teacher was a POT major (piano organ theory) and taught me theory and was getting a doctorate at Eastman.  I went up north during Katrina to the Cleveland area and went to a Methodist conservatory.  I had a nice, young voice teacher, I think I remember her name, Tracy Brady.

I also play a little harp now, and it is very easy, a little hard to learn new songs, like when I was still newer to piano.  I never advanced so much because I had such a hard time with school by then.

So, here's a video of me singing: http://tiny.cc/2012-12-23-1.

I guess I prefer organ, but I thought maybe harp would be my new favorite.

So, anyway, I like the new picture of your granddaughter.  She is so beautiful with blonde hair and blue eyes.

I've been living with my parents, recovering from school, just socializing online, living day to day, catching up on sleep, going through some obstacles so am still in a sedentary mode.  I found karaoke communities online and am posting myself singing on YouTube.  We lost the piano in Katrina, but I have a keyboard from 2005 in my room, which is the garage, though I wish we used it for cars, though it's sealed.  My mom got in 2 car accidents and now wears glasses.  She said it injured her eye|s.  She only wears them for reading, maybe far away, and I guess driving.

So, in college, I had a good piano teacher.  I discovered she was indeed related to my band teacher at the school I went to just for 12th grade.  The band was new that year.  My teacher was young and just had 2 daughters.  She had reddish blonde hair and was pretty like spunked, big blue eyes.  I guess the sisters's last names were Messina, so that's Italian.  I went to music school in New Orleans the summer before my last year of high school and my last year of high school on Saturdays.  She taught a preparatory program, and they had a Piano Pedagogy major, which they took away, along with the general Education program.  She didn't teach many people.  1 of my best experiences was college University Band.  I played the bells, of course, again, and had to do a solo part, which turned into a duet.

I know you'd really like the New Orleans area.  I lived in Slidell.  I met great people from the city, however.  I forget what else I was going to say, quite a bit, too.  Oh, yes, I did do tennis.  I had a teacher from where Eastman is, and my youngest aunt, who is a year older than you, lived there a year with her daughter, my younger cousin, who is a year older than my brother.  I won a competition at the club.  I haven't been well enough to be active, lately, but miss being on the tennis court and work out now.  I jog, like, every other day.  I also did ballet, increasing amount as I grew older.

I guess what mostly keeps me going and what I live for is my blog, primarily.  I started it when I ended up having to wind down and quit college, altogether, for years.  I'm not even sure what my major would be, now.  I didn't start blogging, right away, but I also post on message boards.

So, I'm looking forward to Les Misérables.  I really liked seeing Amanda Seyfried on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  I had such a connection.  She is a very good actor.  I see she took voice lessons, in high school, I think.  I started singing from musicals when we moved and there was no choir.  I was going to start voice at 12 with a Russian piano and voice teacher, who was a soft tan with dark, smooth, curly hair, who was still young and in college.  However, I was too shy to sing in front of her and then couldn't even finish my homework in time to practice piano.  I had to change teachers.  My new teacher went to Juilliard, however.  I learned the most from the Russian teacher.  Also, I was a big fan of Sweeney Todd because Tim Burton did it.  I guess I liked the English influence.  Maybe, the hint of Charlie and the Chocolate Facotory is what made it alluring.  I studied the story, a lot, because the people online were into it.  It was pretty easy yet stressful.  I got into the music, a lot.  I tried doing it on piano and singing with it.  It's very good background music.  So, studying music was really fun, and now I kinda do it on my own.  I had a hard time in history and couldn't really do it.  I wasn't introduced to lectures and reading growing up.

I could probably write something different and something else but all I could think of now.  Nice to see you're doing well.  3)

<3Christina

Playlist

I added "Prima Donna" from The Phantom of the Opera to the Singing Playlist.

Facebook Post

2 New People

Just Got Back

and Showered and Bathed, in my old clothes

gonna put the posts from my Mobile blog on here.

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Party-Crashers

Nell Burton is quite a party-crasher.

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O MI GOD

That's "snow" on the floor!

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Mist

The mist rises, thick as a cloud.

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Basking in Hell

Why do people like Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton bask in the glory of supposedly needing to defend me, like a big Hellenistic circus?

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The 2nd * on the right...

It's a plane!

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Snug

My sleeves are snug, warm, and smooth, thick and pristine and white like a blanket of snow.

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Chill

Nice, perfect, feels like hiking.

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I fixed the link in my last post.

See you all, a little later...

Problem

Wow, if Ellen DeGeneres is involved, it must be important, Tim Burton.

Problem

I'm tired of your thinking you're worth something teaching me how to be racist.

Problem

Every time I get the feeling Ellen DeGeneres wants to zap someone who's epitome-ly nice to me, I can *beep*  She does it because she thinks she might be more European.

Also, I got another interruption of someone wanting my attention, insulting someone at random.  Leave me alone.  I am never mean to you, and you keep acting like I'm doing something wrong.  Did you just call me a nigger?  Someone *BEEP*  I didn't say fuck me, neither.

I can't even have a relationship with you because you'll just make fun of me, and I'm not going to prostrate myself.

Problem

Why does Ellen DeGeneres bother wasting her time siding with Nell Burton?  Maybe, she's just rubbing elbows, that's all.

What a joke!  Nell Burton the creation, the Almighty and Eternal!  ;D  I hope you've laughed at me like this before, a lot.

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