Problem

Why is the role of the Asians to be given suggestions, made fun of, and not listened to, unless they say they're not as white|Caucasian as you are?

Like, why doesn't Helena Bonham Carter listen to my kind suggestions, like that I guess I never thought of this but that I'm a good person and I guess I got the message that she's "not really respectful to Tim Burton."  I mean, she thinks that she's better because she's European, and she definitely has climbed that hill, whereas Tim Burton is spewing American hatred with Johnny Depp like a maniac in adoration of bad kids from Generation X, Generation Y, and even post Generation Z.

"Busy Havin' a Wonderful Christmas Time"

Let me get this out.  Think of Helena Bonham Carter and Nell Burton with Billy Ray(mond) Burton all comfortable with Tim Burton, for Christmas, Nell just had her birthday.

Why is everyone else comfortable and deserve what they get and get petted for racistly plotting shit against me like they're shit?  Ooh, Ellen, that's gotta hurt.

"Where You're 'From'"

It's too bad, in a way, I lived in the New Orleans area.

I guess Tim Burton wants to say I'm not from there because I know his culture.  It seems I know it pretty well.  He can't accept that you can know both.  Anyway, Ellen DeGeneres "knows" the L.A. culture.

I wonder if anyone else was innocent and ran into trouble because of him.  I guess you'd forget that anyone would have to relate to me.  Hm, it's just kinda like well I'm not really the only person from there.  I thought me living there I could connect with people like Ginny Kopf.

So, something else interesting was after the magic I wanted to go back to New Orleans, from up north during the hurricane, so I could get in that ballet program.  It is funny that, I didn't quit college.  I just didn't want to lose my record.  I think my parents changed my life.  I guess I had fun up north, but my life was an experiment.  Sometimes, I experienced some things, maybe at least 2 I can remember or 3 magic things that probably "disturbed" me.  So, noises started to bother me after I stopped going to class.  Well, I couldn't read and didn't know what to do, but I forgot it and didn't care.  People acted like my life was an experiment, and it was to help my communication.  So, anyway, it's like I want attention, but this has gotten too far.

Why would Tim Burton be scared of Helena Bonham Carter and not my mom?

So, I am having a hard time feeling better.  I think I'm still young and learning and haven't reached my full potential.  People get mad to let it out when they find I'm interesting and won't treat me like I'm white.  D';

People want my situation to say it's wrong.  I'm getting suggestions from people from England who have immersed with other cultures, for some reason, it seems.  Heh.  I mean, every American had the opportunity to be European.  They just stopped and got mad at non-Caucasians who wanted to be European in the U.S.  It's a big issue.  I guess Asian-Americans like Pat Suzuki are an issue.  You can't tell they're Asian.  That's bad because it doesn't seem European nor very white.  I think that I incorporate it in an aesthetic way.  I get upset when people are like supposedly affected by problems I have, like if that happens it's like the end.  My dad acts like he's better, but he doesn't act like being European matters.  He didn't try to make me Asian.  He tried to make me ugly.  My mom took good care of me.  I don't know why she couldn't make me better after seeing people like him.  I'm not 100% sure that this is 100% sure, but my dad sure skirts around, himself.

So, I've been sorta cornered and put online and lost a lot of things.  I don't really just float the boat with people from England thinking they're from where I'm from.  I mean, they're not even from there.  ;D  They won't even talk to me.  So what.  I can get attention.  Nanny nanny boo boo.  Why don't I just *beep* them?  I don't know how to torture people.  I don't want to become something I'm not.

SO TIM BURTON WHY DO YOU DISILLUSION PEOPLE?  YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING AND TREAT ME LIKE A NIGGER AND WE'RE ALL DYING.  I DON'T HAVE TO BE JOHNNY DEPP TO BE HAPPY.  JEALOUS?  I WONDER WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF YOUR DAUGHTER LOSES INTEREST.  I enjoy watching you, but I don't want to be told I don't know about the culture of where I'm from, like it's suggestive.  I'm sure there are kinks, but I'm pretty sure it's a good thing to be attentive.  I'm not saying something I'm not, just what I'm saying.  I'm not interested in being ugly or Chinese or non-white.  I don't really want to know who is.

So, I wonder why in Orlando people act like they're so nice to me but TREAT ME LIKE A NIGGER should I say GODDAMN YOU TO HELL YOU WORTHLESS PIECES OF *BEEP*

WHY WON'T THESE NOISES STOP.  WHY WON'T ANYONE LISTEN TO ME.  WHAT SHOULD I DO KILL MYSELF?  CALL THE POLICE?  BUT YOU'LL FOLLOW ME.

Maybe, you don't want to include me, but blare the fact, Tim Burton "is already there," he's famous, he might be white, he married someone with significant Jewish heritage.  Well, he's not married.  I wonder what that means.  He sure made a project of something touchy.

So, does Tim Burton think I'm a fake and that my life had no potential and that I'm subject to the problems of my past?  Because others seem to have problems?  So?  What?  Do I just suffer?  I'm not even a person.

No, I don't like you hurting nicer people.  GO TO HELL *BEEP*

TIM BURTON WHY ARE YOU FLARING AROUND LIKE A MADMAN.  PEOPLE QUIT IT I CAN STILL BE A FAVORITE OF HIM AND GET THIS MAD.  *BEEP* GO TO HELL!

Oh, wow, let's see what this means for Ellen DeGeneres.  She's acted funnily since Kate Bush singing at the Olympics, a halfbreed of English and Irish who makes a hissy of it for others supposedly and she seems to not be able to deny that people are made to believe this, now..  Hm.  I will not accept this past with my dad overreacting to the n word thing and then saying it's because I did poorly in school.  Those are my grades.  He ruined my life or whoever put me under the experiment.  I wasn't helped in the right way.  It can't be impossible to succeed.  I'm 26.  I'm still treated like a kid.  I still like to feel like a kid myself.

Something Bothering Me

I got a funny feeling but have the belief it isn't this person's fault.  I was posting to who I thought was Tim Burton or ventured to realize it was probably another boy I spoke to online.  I tried to eat healthier, my dad even got me a turkey at the store to cook and he cooked it.  I got potatos, maybe sweet potatos, managed to cook them but now know how to really do it because I looked it up online, don't remember what else.  My parents had New England Clam Chowder for me, and I liked the little seafood.  I had biscuits.  I'm sure I had a vegetable or so.  I don't usually make cole slaw.  So, for some reason, the schedule became tight and I couldn't.  Also, I was online a lot and confused, like it was fast.  I felt these 2 things were caused by Johnny Depp.  He seems more contained, now, though, so it's okay.  I just hope this doesn't happen to anyone else.  This was October or November 2009.  I was pressured to check all these IMDb accounts that were supposedly Tim Burton.  There were like 300 of them.  They seemed to stop when I slept, you know some.  So, the bad thing is my female thing seems like slim to none.  I came home from college, and it was really thick and didn't hurt and felt so magical.  It was thick before, but it hurt.  In the mental institute, I think it wasn't as thick, but I don't remember well the difference.  Another funny thing is when I saw the poster for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory 2005 summer 2004, I thought this idea existed that I should stay home and not go to college and just post online, in hopes of a better future with what my life had been and probably about getting in movies.  Also, I don't like how Helena Bonham Carter gets so mad when some people or just me or people who make me who I am are interested in Tim Burton because he's advertised an interest to the world.  I can't believe how difficult it is with all the people I deal with.  I can't even relax, and I keep hearing little clicks and like squeaks.  What if the sounds become dangerous?  They were suicidal before, like when I was walking around my college campus.  Isn't it funny how I've been reduced to nothing by those around me in vengeance, like I have no dignity?  Also, why is Tim Burton acting uptight and snooty about what I post about him when I find him rather boring?  Racist, needless to say.  He's a wild animal, like every other famous person.

Replacing Things

So, Helena Bonham Carter is supporting Nell Burton to replace people my age.  The only problem with that is her father isn't actually that nice and neither is she.