"Where You're 'From'"

It's too bad, in a way, I lived in the New Orleans area.

I guess Tim Burton wants to say I'm not from there because I know his culture.  It seems I know it pretty well.  He can't accept that you can know both.  Anyway, Ellen DeGeneres "knows" the L.A. culture.

I wonder if anyone else was innocent and ran into trouble because of him.  I guess you'd forget that anyone would have to relate to me.  Hm, it's just kinda like well I'm not really the only person from there.  I thought me living there I could connect with people like Ginny Kopf.

So, something else interesting was after the magic I wanted to go back to New Orleans, from up north during the hurricane, so I could get in that ballet program.  It is funny that, I didn't quit college.  I just didn't want to lose my record.  I think my parents changed my life.  I guess I had fun up north, but my life was an experiment.  Sometimes, I experienced some things, maybe at least 2 I can remember or 3 magic things that probably "disturbed" me.  So, noises started to bother me after I stopped going to class.  Well, I couldn't read and didn't know what to do, but I forgot it and didn't care.  People acted like my life was an experiment, and it was to help my communication.  So, anyway, it's like I want attention, but this has gotten too far.

Why would Tim Burton be scared of Helena Bonham Carter and not my mom?

So, I am having a hard time feeling better.  I think I'm still young and learning and haven't reached my full potential.  People get mad to let it out when they find I'm interesting and won't treat me like I'm white.  D';

People want my situation to say it's wrong.  I'm getting suggestions from people from England who have immersed with other cultures, for some reason, it seems.  Heh.  I mean, every American had the opportunity to be European.  They just stopped and got mad at non-Caucasians who wanted to be European in the U.S.  It's a big issue.  I guess Asian-Americans like Pat Suzuki are an issue.  You can't tell they're Asian.  That's bad because it doesn't seem European nor very white.  I think that I incorporate it in an aesthetic way.  I get upset when people are like supposedly affected by problems I have, like if that happens it's like the end.  My dad acts like he's better, but he doesn't act like being European matters.  He didn't try to make me Asian.  He tried to make me ugly.  My mom took good care of me.  I don't know why she couldn't make me better after seeing people like him.  I'm not 100% sure that this is 100% sure, but my dad sure skirts around, himself.

So, I've been sorta cornered and put online and lost a lot of things.  I don't really just float the boat with people from England thinking they're from where I'm from.  I mean, they're not even from there.  ;D  They won't even talk to me.  So what.  I can get attention.  Nanny nanny boo boo.  Why don't I just *beep* them?  I don't know how to torture people.  I don't want to become something I'm not.

SO TIM BURTON WHY DO YOU DISILLUSION PEOPLE?  YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING AND TREAT ME LIKE A NIGGER AND WE'RE ALL DYING.  I DON'T HAVE TO BE JOHNNY DEPP TO BE HAPPY.  JEALOUS?  I WONDER WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF YOUR DAUGHTER LOSES INTEREST.  I enjoy watching you, but I don't want to be told I don't know about the culture of where I'm from, like it's suggestive.  I'm sure there are kinks, but I'm pretty sure it's a good thing to be attentive.  I'm not saying something I'm not, just what I'm saying.  I'm not interested in being ugly or Chinese or non-white.  I don't really want to know who is.

So, I wonder why in Orlando people act like they're so nice to me but TREAT ME LIKE A NIGGER should I say GODDAMN YOU TO HELL YOU WORTHLESS PIECES OF *BEEP*

WHY WON'T THESE NOISES STOP.  WHY WON'T ANYONE LISTEN TO ME.  WHAT SHOULD I DO KILL MYSELF?  CALL THE POLICE?  BUT YOU'LL FOLLOW ME.

Maybe, you don't want to include me, but blare the fact, Tim Burton "is already there," he's famous, he might be white, he married someone with significant Jewish heritage.  Well, he's not married.  I wonder what that means.  He sure made a project of something touchy.

So, does Tim Burton think I'm a fake and that my life had no potential and that I'm subject to the problems of my past?  Because others seem to have problems?  So?  What?  Do I just suffer?  I'm not even a person.

No, I don't like you hurting nicer people.  GO TO HELL *BEEP*

TIM BURTON WHY ARE YOU FLARING AROUND LIKE A MADMAN.  PEOPLE QUIT IT I CAN STILL BE A FAVORITE OF HIM AND GET THIS MAD.  *BEEP* GO TO HELL!

Oh, wow, let's see what this means for Ellen DeGeneres.  She's acted funnily since Kate Bush singing at the Olympics, a halfbreed of English and Irish who makes a hissy of it for others supposedly and she seems to not be able to deny that people are made to believe this, now..  Hm.  I will not accept this past with my dad overreacting to the n word thing and then saying it's because I did poorly in school.  Those are my grades.  He ruined my life or whoever put me under the experiment.  I wasn't helped in the right way.  It can't be impossible to succeed.  I'm 26.  I'm still treated like a kid.  I still like to feel like a kid myself.

Onto Non-Famous People

So, is Ellen DeGeneres onto people in the world?  There's a big divide since Tim Burton between famous people and non-famous people.

So, what's so special about the internet?  People can talk to you?

Nothing wrong with her, but who else sorta draws your interest?

Getting Uppity

Why do people think I get like horny?  It must be characteristic to my age.  Ellen DeGeneres doesn't get like that, does she?  Do a lot of people, like give or take?  Is this a good thing, a learning process at a ripe age?

TV Show Host and Cyber Media

So, Ellen DeGeneres won?  She's obsessed with iPhones|cellphones, showing pictures of texting, and now with video-ing herself when she goes out?  Okay, as long as you're not near where you live.

I was busy, from the area where she's from, had moved there when I was younger, and I didn't think to text to a blog, so much.  I didn't really leave the house all that much since a certain time since.  Also, Blackberry, which is what I have, doesn't have a Blogger app.  So, what I do is I now publish my posts from my mobile blog.  I saved the page, have to click to download it, then I go to another page and upload it, then I take off the option to comment (in most all cases, all so far,) and then I publish them.  There's a text in the post that says it was sent by so and so, AT&T and maybe Blackberry..  So, I also have to say I'm leaving when I'm home, now, started doing it on my cell phone.  Each time I leave, I post a link to that blog.  Wait, why?  Because I might exceed the limit of, around, 50 posts.

Let me get this, she's into texting and Tweeting..  F.Y.I., at 1 point, I used Twitter for fun when I went out.  I was never like a big Twitter person, but people like that my last name sounds like a bear and I am someone who is now active online with a long time of experience, considerably considering time itself.  I think I have 1 friend with a locked Twitter account.  So, about video-ing herself rather than texting, she didn't even post videos of her casually talking.  That makes for not much flexibility.  I know I, at 1 point, put separate videos of me not dressed up, "without makeup," though I used to not wear makeup so I'd look like a child or a boy.

So, there aren't an infinite amount of words.  I guess you could use Google Translate or learn Swedish.  You could use words like poetry, but that's not as infinite as the possibilities of Paint.  I like Paint because you can make figures that aren't so detailed and don't draw so much foreign attention.  Well, you'd notice things like what you eat, when you wake up, what you dream about.  There are lots of social issues.  For instance, you know that something will happen to Twitter, 1 post.  However, you know you can write long texts of thoughts incorporating a rather large plethora of activity.  I know I come on, and there isn't much to do.  I know there are lots of words out there that can be woven in.  I know there are more elaborate ways of speaking.  That's for certain, something I used to do a lot, like in school and e-mail and when I was writing in a notebook, which "wasn't very good."  Still, what more do I have, like that, now?  I took off the real world.  Something must have happened.  I thought it was not going to school.

Christmas Present

For Ellen DeGeneres

Learn 2 Type

Mavis Beacon Teaches Typing

Then, you can get an account at Blogger and YouTube.

Talk Show Host

I guess Ellen DeGeneres went on a break.  Today is Monday, right?  That's good.  So, is she with her mom?  She didn't say what she was doing nor if she was spending time for herself.  I kinda think it's good if she stays off Twitter, might not know what to say and will get an influx of response from fans there that don't say much.  She should really create a blog forum.  I wonder if there's like a place she can go to talk to people online.  She said she was at the mall.

tPatF

So, I was thinking, The Princess and the Frog was made for Ellen DeGeneres.  I was hoping it wasn't because I started online June 25, 2007.  I mean, other people from New Orleans could have also been an influence.  Britney Spears is another...  So, let's see, that's only 2½ years.  Did you notice that Ray the Firefly dies and that Tim Burton's son's middle name is Ray or Raymond?  He becomes a star.  I thought that would just be something cute but a little weird.  Maybe, it was the story.  I wonder where they got the art ideas.  I wonder if that's what art in New Orleans is like.  If you want to know, I posted some tracings of 101 Dalmatians.  They were enlightening.

I felt taken aback because I wanted to be physical like people I've seen born in 1957-1961.  I don't see why it has to be offensive.

If you were wondering why people tag people for like security even if they're unpopular it's because they're already at risk in society, highly, like personality-wise.  It's hard to say like I'm from the New Orleans area like Ellen DeGeneres because what more could you dream for?  Everyone goes to L.A. and Florida.  If I could only live in 1 place, though, that might not be it.

Why wouldn't someone like Tim Burton think it's best to reach goals, like have successful people from the same area?  I already realized, like totally, how special it was and how it wasn't what's important but that the nitty gritty is really some shit.  Well, for me, it is.  I don't really know what it was like before, but I liked high school.  I changed to public school.  I mean, I could find out or think of it.

Siding With the Underdog

Isn't the whole problem that others aren't like as competent in being like cool incorporating in a positive way, that they don't practice it, that people tell them they're bad, like for siding with the underdog?

TV Show Host

I was thinking, did you ever consider that there should be a cross between eggs and tofu?  Ellen DeGeneres is a vegan and so has accessed the smorgasbord of "what" the world has to offer, dietwise.  Also, what's her thing with short hair?  I guess it means something.  It's funny how people with short hair aren't all equal.  I know I grew up with short hair but not very short hair.  I guess I didn't grow up with short hair.  I mean, I wanted to look like a princess, and it was popular to look like a movie star.  I even cut my bangs.  Ellen DeGeneres isn't that styled.  I bet she thinks she's better with short hair.  It's not more old-fashioned.

Can you imagine her at the beach?  I can't do it!  *runs away*

I can't really imagine her doing anything.  She's just a figment of desire.

What about her dancing?  I have to see if she used to dance.

So, who is she appealing to now?  She used to be with Generation X.  Now, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory changed the world.  It looks like she went through a transition stage.  What about annoying Elle Fanning?  She is born in 1998, and she made a mature impression.  However, she makes it seem like we have to be like her.  I agree she was a sweet toddler.  She became sarcastic.  She seems racist, like everyone else.

Ellen DeGeneres

Ellen DeGeneres only trusts people from New Orleans and L.A.|California, itself.  Actually, she also trusts people from Wisconsin, I know, and I guess the Cleveland area.

What do you think about how some people click?  With Tim Burton, I didn't feel the same way.  I get the feeling I know his culture.  I got that feeling with everyone from California.  Ellen DeGeneres is just like the new Britney Spears, hard as that sounds, or do I mean she's just kinda like that, now?  Wait, Britney Spears became famous young and got lots of attention and petting.  She had some nice shots, but what I saw wasn't like a lot of stuff.  Don't they seem the same, like kinda ***ually?  I don't know why this girl from L.A. I met was like that, too.  Maybe, it's to do with like age and stuff.  I miss the old Britney Spears, the girl from Louisiana and Mississippi, the girl who was a star I guess in Orlando?  Hey, that's nice, you know, I just found out Britney Spears did a season in Disney World and must have moved to L.A. the next season.  3)  Well, I mean, that's a nice iconic thing to do.  I mean it must really be special.  At least, she's like Ellen DeGeneres.  Wait, I just knew there was a connection.  Maybe, I shouldn't go to L.A., now, but it is a place that I like because it's like where I'm from.  I wonder what the best move would be now.  I don't want to go to NYC.  Well, anyway, Ellen went from Disney to L.A., too.  So, that's nice there are 2 famous people from that heritage.  Think of the unstoppable force.  Also, what of Tim Burton and Johnny Depp?  ? ? ?  Is Ellen DeGeneres and Britney Spears really that compatible?  I mean, I know Ellen DeGeneres is just so appealing and **** or whatever.  Why not discover your real feelings?  I mean, I like watching her show and posting about it because it's interesting.  I just keep always feeling that, like, instead of, like, with Tim Burton, I feel tremendous, undue pressure from others of my interest in her and being involved online, which is open to all.  You want to know, well, like, will it just be like for certain kinds of people?  Um, I know I've thought lots about calculating things like this and don't go around thinking about it because it would be disturbing.  That's kinda what I just asked.  I mean, I feel a big connection to her.  I know I've been stereotyped as junk and as a racial victim.  I just don't believe that problems like that should go to my parents nor that it represents what I do.  I know I grew up not being all spectacular, all the time.  I mean, what do you like about Ellen DeGeneres?  I remember seeing her on YouTube when I got online.  I know she's incredibly famous, possibly considered the most popular person in the world.  I don't know, maybe you could be interested in Johnny Depp, intellectually, or in Tim Burton romantically, as well?  Isn't that the contest?  Sorta, the fan thing.  So, I know she's different, now.  What I caught was that, well, I guess I don't at all agree it's cool to like being Generation X, which she acted like she was.  I don't like short hair, at all, but I really like thick hair, a lot.  I don't like bleaching hair, adamantly.  I have a disbelief in ever doing that.  I don't think it's funny to go along with the crowd.  I don't believe it's funny to be too famous and not act like you can handle it.  So, I just like that she has that physical look and that she's substantial yet pretty, acts like she has a family, doesn't act like she's gay.  I'm guessing everyone likes her for having such a handle on things emotionally and for being able to rehash emotion.  They like the way she can feel cool and substantial as a Generation X and as though she were even a boy.  I actually find her to be usefully intelligent and find that others don't come to terms with the truth and that that is their downfall, in their worship of her successes.  Their realization that she is more successful and that no one can match her.